I laughed so much, so hard today that I have temporary wrinkles around my eyes. I'm still feeling broken, but I think I can live with it.

A Trip And A Haircut
I went home to Spring to reconnect and beautify for a day. More pictures and videos available.

By the way, I upload videos to YouTube: http://www.youtube.com/profile?user=InconvenienceStore

Austin Adventures with Chef Johann


John's in Texas! So I went to visit him in Austin again, and had a great time. After catching up with him and his parents, we left on a journey to !Whole Foods! and a quick walk down 6th street. On 6th, we came across a little hot sauce shop where we found this gem:


We didn't spend too much time wandering the streets since John had plans to make dinner for all of us. It was, as always, amazing to watch him do his thing, and the food was impeccable. Cioppino with shrimp butter toast!


Ooh, and next time he's in the area, he'll visit San Antonio, so all of you can see my favorite Chef-Musician-Model, too.

More photos available in my Yahoo! album.

So, I told him that I'd rather be forgotten than be "important" and not loved.

And he's doing just that. Erasing me from his life. So be it.

I didn't say that
or
This is the reason I'm still alive


So apparently, there was a gross miscommunication, and in the midst of the chaos I managed to get hurt worse. I honestly don't think I would have made it past yesterday if it weren't for my friends. I love you all.

G'night.

Nahaha. I know it's lame to cross-reference different online communities, but here it is ANYWAY.

Pigeon John left me a comment on Myspace. About pelvic thrusting.

Woo!

Bandit!

*sigh* That was a very angry post.

Analiza's back from her adventures in Dallas and El Paso, and Bandit has moved in!

Loads of crap has happened to me in the last week, and I let it run it's course: hyperventilating, dry heaving, crying, moping, self-pity, etc., etc.

But you know what? I'll live. I'm alright. I mean, what else are you supposed to do when a guy figures, hey, he doesn't think of you as a girlfriend any more? He doesn't love you "like that." You know, it would've been nice to let me know about that four years ago. I'm moving on. I don't want hear your reasons. I don't want to hang out. I don't want to meet your new prospective girlfriend and tell you "what I think of her."

No. I am not your buddy. I am your ex.

Eeeeehhhh, I hope the lights don't go out. I'm alone until Stepho and Analiza get home tomorrow.

I don't believe in "breaks".

He says he wants to take a break. He says he's sorry.

In other news: ding dong the witch is dead.

Your Birthdate: January 16

Calm and understated, you struggle to express your love with words. Over time, your partner learns to recognize your passion by the actions you take. You're good at wooing someone slowly, without them even realizing it! Number of True Loves You'll Have: 5 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 1 You are most compatible with people born on the 7th, 16th, and 25th of the month.

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You Are Kermit

Hi, ho! Lovable and friendly, you get along well with everyone you know. You're a big thinker, and sometimes you over think life's problems. Don't worry - everyone know's it's not easy being green. Just remember, time's fun when you're having flies!

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Sunday Sunday Sunday


I had 38.5 hours by the end of the day on Friday at work. So, what's the logical thing to do when I'm scheduled to work again today? Call me in for those last 1.5 hours, of course! Blah.

Why Hello!

I finally got a Saturday off from work so Stepho, Analiza and I went out for a bit of shopping. I rewarded myself by buying a big bolster pillow. I'm sure it's made for ornamental purposes, but I needed something to simultaneously hug and cushion my knees when I slept on my side, since my back's been acting up again.

So I guess my reward is just compensation after all.